Momma

I just can't help but blog about my mom around this time. i miss her and i wont shy around it. I love her and i wish all the time she was still here. I know how many people she touched and it makes me sooo sad that she couldn't be here to meet my husband, but i know when we all come back together she will meet him and love him! I can't help but cry while i do this, they are only happy tears.


mom i think of you, i think of all that you missed out on and all that i know you are still apart of...

-coming home from my first day of middle school and telling you ALL about it!
-going into young womens
-graduating from high school
-moving to utah
-my first kiss
-i remember christmas mornings when you would lay all our stuff out and you and dad would stay up all night wrapping and stuffing. thank you
-stopping in dillards to spray pleasures on me
-going through picture albums
-when Rob asked me to marry him
-when Rob and i got married, i know you were there, i know you were helping me get ready, i know you cried just as much as i did, i know you wish you could have hugged me and wiped away my tears
-picking out my dress
-i know you would be a greatgrandma
-i remember when dad and i used to pick you up from BEST
-i remember the McDonalds street house
-i remember when you would pick me up from school and we would be to walmart everyday and just talk
-i remember when slide your hand down the wall to come downstairs
-i miss your smell
-i miss your smile
-i miss your love
-i miss all the diet coke cans around the house


there are soo many things i can think of and i will NEVER forget them.
i miss you, i love you, thank you for being my mom...